July 12, 2007

procrastinator

ive got about a million things to do and im sitting here doing absolutely none of those really important things. i have always been a procrastinator, which has affected my life in so many ways. i try really hard not to be one. i cant help myself. this is what i do - waste so much time. and then you'll see me get all crazy because ive got so much things to do in so little time. leaving things for the last minute has always been my die hard habit. i hate being this wa, but i feel like i cant control it.
like its something that will always be a part of me. my head is so messed up, so is my life.
im responsible for everything. yes - EVERYTHING. there is no one else to blame for all my stupid mistakes. saturday is my graduation and i dont even have a dress yet, can you believe this? well, i can... then ill be going crazy at the last minute whan not much can be done.
then sunday is our senior trip and we wont be coming back until the 19th.
i feel like im about to combust. well anyways, its great just expressing myself. i feel a bit better.
other than that, i was at bavaro last week. it was pretty nice. here are some pics.