so, is this goodbye?

mmm, school is over. its a whole new chapter now. its such a bittersweet moment, i feel happy because change is good from time to time; nevertheless cant help but miss my siblings. yeah, thats what they were and continue to be to me. i wont let 14 years of being together slip away that easily, they will always have a spot in my heart -- no matter what. i will never forget this, what this was, the greatest thing ive been a part of. these have been the saddest, happiest and everything you could ever wish for YEARS.
they taught me how to be stronger, they would say when i was doing something wrong but they where in the first row claping when i did something right. they have given me unconditional support, everytime.
they have made me cry till im dry and made my laugh till im all outta air. they are part of some of the greatest memories. they were my home, where i felt ok being just me, where i could go if i felt outta place. they were MY place. KYROS '07 have come into the darkest room and each one of us with our small candle would make a big fire and light up the room.

these are my brothers and my sisters, my inspiration and my frustration, my teachers and my students, my laughter and my tears, my biggest critics and my biggest supporters, my past and my present, my lovely memories, my other family. i have never been able to put into words what THEY are to me. i try, but its never enough. and everytime i think i said what they are to me, i realize i will never put what they mean to me in words. its just what it is.

the thought of not coming to my place next year is heartbreaking. but i will not cry because its over, im so happy that it happened and thats what matters. i love them. now and forever more, they will be in my heart.
so, NO this is not goodbye, because i know we are destined to meet again.
ARLENE <33