so...hmm...have you ever been utterly NOT motivated or moved by absolutely anything, yeah...that's what im currently feeling.
i want to lay all day doing absolutely nothing. as if life would stop for me, for just a minute.
i'll have to put myself together and do whatever i got to do nevertheless.
sucks.
and just can't understand the reason why, i've been sorta happy lately (most of the time), i've been okay with things and accepted things and smiled a lot, laughed too much.
so why can't i get the drive to do anything at all?
is there something that im missing and i don't even know?
i want to lay all day doing absolutely nothing. as if life would stop for me, for just a minute.
i'll have to put myself together and do whatever i got to do nevertheless.
sucks.
and just can't understand the reason why, i've been sorta happy lately (most of the time), i've been okay with things and accepted things and smiled a lot, laughed too much.
so why can't i get the drive to do anything at all?
is there something that im missing and i don't even know?
