metamorphosis; natural process after birth, in which an animal abruptly changes it's form. basically that's what im going through, both physically and mentally.
it's obviously important to improve yourself, you never stop learning,
there is always something you can better up.
we all know this, we all know many things.
doesn't really mean we are actually applying it.
which is a struggle for most, like myself.
i keep making the same stupid mistakes (yes, here i go again!)
and i keep telling myself i will stop (God only knows). i've already made some changes,
still some people make it hard for me.
im trying to look at the bright side of it all, try not to focus so much on the downside.
that eventually things will be as the should (I KNOW i deserve it), eventually things wont be so messed up (not that my life is the worse)
sometimes i feel im living hell, but im not that unfair (i know things could be so much worse & i know im not the only one going through stuff) and i still try to be grateful in spite of it all.
i keep smiling even if i wanna cry badly. i've been so stressed out. everyday feels like decision making day (life changing decisions). i feel too much pressure, which might affect my attitude towards (bitchy!) others and i'm not asking for understanding (can't expect that much)- im just asking for patience (for me & others surrounding me). i might actually even start praying or something (im more the spiritual type).
in the -changing my life, moving on and letting go- spirit,
i cut my hair (im that serious about making changes, NOW)
it's obviously important to improve yourself, you never stop learning,
there is always something you can better up.
we all know this, we all know many things.
doesn't really mean we are actually applying it.
which is a struggle for most, like myself.
i keep making the same stupid mistakes (yes, here i go again!)
and i keep telling myself i will stop (God only knows). i've already made some changes,
still some people make it hard for me.
im trying to look at the bright side of it all, try not to focus so much on the downside.
that eventually things will be as the should (I KNOW i deserve it), eventually things wont be so messed up (not that my life is the worse)
sometimes i feel im living hell, but im not that unfair (i know things could be so much worse & i know im not the only one going through stuff) and i still try to be grateful in spite of it all.
i keep smiling even if i wanna cry badly. i've been so stressed out. everyday feels like decision making day (life changing decisions). i feel too much pressure, which might affect my attitude towards (bitchy!) others and i'm not asking for understanding (can't expect that much)- im just asking for patience (for me & others surrounding me). i might actually even start praying or something (im more the spiritual type).
in the -changing my life, moving on and letting go- spirit,
i cut my hair (im that serious about making changes, NOW)
